Drops in the Ocean

     Big Daddy Weave has a song called Drops in the Ocean. I feel so fortunate I serve a King who loves me that much. I love the part where he says "If you could count the times I'd say you are forgiven It's more than  the drops in the ocean." I am so thankful for that. I've done a lot of praying today. I even was praying to God at a stop sign this morning. I'm thankful I have a God who I can talk to anywhere and everywhere. And I do.  Holden is 2 and we are in the process of training him and teaching him in a lot of areas. I love this kid. I am so thankful I get to be his mommy. It's exhausting, joyful, and overwhelming. He is so cute saying his scripture verse from school and I love how smart and witty he is. I never thought I would have 1 kid much less 2. I'm so thankful God chose me to be these 2 boys mamas. I helped out with his Halloween party at school yesterday and we are  excited to take the boys trick or treating Saturday. The whole family is dressing up and it will be awesome. The boys are Luke Sky walker and Darth Vader. Billy and I are Obi One and Princess Leia.  My dad will come and I'll make Chili. Holden is a rough and tough boy. He is sweet too. We baked cookies tonight and he tried me a few times a long the way. I love my husband who helps me not take things so seriously and lets me know I am doing a great job. Tanner is so cute and really excelling in Kindergarten. I love going to the school and having lunch with him. He is such a sweet boy and always looking out for me. He made an A on his Science project on sorting. These boys are gifts. I am a parent. I will fall short.  I hang onto the words "Drops in the Ocean." I love Holden and Tanner deeply. I serve a King who loves them even more than that. I am excited for the weekend and look forward to starting it off at Holden's school with the parade and sing and trick or treating.